I know I'm being optimistic and hopeful, which may ultimately end up in my disappointment. I'm choosing to completely envelop myself in these excited feelings. They're so much more pleasant than the ones of worry and concern and constant theoretical questions that have no answer. I'm just excited and enjoying every minute of it.

Of course, I don't know if I even want a relationship right now because I'm feeling so fantastic on my own. I'm sure I will by the time one comes along.

No questions, please. I don't have answers.